Thursday, 17 March 2022

Chapter 9 - The Wedding

 When my dad mentioned that he'd been invited to a wedding, I freaked out.. internally, of course. I was still finding my feet, finding my equilibrium... the thought of going to a wedding seemed kinda terrifying, but I agreed to go, it would be an experience right? 

So a couple of days later we went into srinigar to find clothes to wear to the wedding. I really didn't expect to find anything, and was fully ready to wear jeans and my favourite green jacket.. 


But then, the third ship we walked into, I decided to try on an outfit. And this totally surprised me.  Mostly because the top was very pink, and I almost never wear pink.  The bottom was a beautiful blue skirt.  

I tried it on, came out of the change room, and felt a smile creep across my face.  
And that moment, looking up at my dad, who was telling me how stunning I looked, was a moment of pure joy.  It was a moment of happiness I allowed myself to have, guilt free, for the first time in a really long time.  










The wedding was an absolute blast. Beautiful dresses, dancing, food, and a very happy newly wed couple. 

It was also the night I connected with my soul mate. 









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