Sunday, 14 August 2022

Let go...

 



I have just under 5 weeks before I head back to Australia. 


Part of me feels ready. 


I'm not the same person who left Sydney. She was fragile, an anxious depressed mess. 


I'm stronger. Happier. Healthier. 


But I'm still kinda sorta maybe definitely terrified of going back. 


Being back in the same environment where I was so broken. I know it's not permanent, and I'll be putting the wheels on motion to move asap, but moving isn't easy when you've got no money.  


And where am I moving to? 


So much is up in the air. 


It'll all work out… right? 


Let go… and let…. God?

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