Thursday, 23 June 2022

Tired thoughts

Is it hopeless, to want a love like that? 


The kind of love that inspires movies and books and songs. 


Is it delusional, to hope to be loved like that? 


I know I can love like that. 


I'm just not sure I can be loved like that.  


Because if history is anything to go by…


I'm left time and time again… feeling like I'm not worth it. 


Maybe I give too much, too quickly. 


That's kinda hard to avoid, when I wear my heart on my sleeve. 

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