Sometimes we think we've moved on, healed the pain from the past, and then suddenly we get confronted, triggered, upset. And often, the hardest part on the journey of healing, is not forgiving others, but forgiving yourself.
Forgiving yourself for not knowing then what you know now.
Forgiving yourself for not saying or doing what you wanted to say or do.
Forgiving yourself for staying, when you knew in your heart you should go.
And on my journey of forgiving myself, I get stuck, hit speed bumps, and take wrong turns, more often than I'd like to admit. But the weight of my past pain has gotten heavy, and it's time to let go.
It's time to forgive. And heal.
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